Oh yeah, the holidays are finally upon us.
Boy has it been long since I've blogged, haha.
Hmmm, in a week, there has been plenty of CHANGE. yes that vague word.

Haha, firstly, on Wed, finally passed out of NPCC after 3 and a half [ i really dont know why everyone says its 4, 4, 4, its 3 and a half only what!] years of that cca. We'd barel;y rehearsed for the parade thing la, and we didnt have our own fancy drill performance like other batches did in the past, but, what the heck, we've broken plenty of 'records' in the other extreme end for being arugably the worst batch, and yeah its good to keep the streak going. LOL. Hiaz, just a year ago, when we took over, it was like so sian, keep getting scolded by CIs during the first few trainings, but since the turn of the year where i got to take squad and organise camp, man it feels bad to leave, esp when the sec1s are in such a sorry state of affairs [no offence its a formality]. Back to the occasion, whoa, while marching the final 14 steps to ark's timing, started to remember all the miserable moments during sec1, 2 and 3, lol. All the times we got criticised for having small attendance, and the times when our drills were crap. lol. Time has called upon us. yeah, the feeling of throwing our berettes were great sia, and the boot-stomping and chaotic-chasing after that was unforgettable also, haha. Next was the "early-anticipated" buffet [jus a high-class way of saying "catering"]. haha, the apostrophes do their job la, the food was SUCKY. bud wadeheck. after that the performance frm sec3s was quite good, the movie thing. and they gave us a gay band each, how gay! and the small and last-min card the sec1s did was quite touching also la, lol. There was this guy who said he likes my sense of humour! and i mean like, i try my best to act fierce when taking squad, and he thinks its funny. well thats funny.

lol, then on Saturday NEA3 also got restructuring. Ah, its like happening so fast la, these things, and all in this fateful year summore. Hmmm, now in grads. group things im sure great things beckon, though ll still miss the jons and the petes and the zhicais. lol. not yk [okay JK la]. Speaking of it, i think the sermon was the most significant one yet, about addiction and all, which is quite true to me la. I mean i'm so addicted to watching soccer, i've been watching almost every early kick-off, every super sunday match, and every match involving Arsenal, including 2.30am champions league matches. sigh, and also sometimes cant stop playing computer games. so, seriously, ive gotta fight the addiction la. hopefully the sermon served as big motivation. AND, btw on friday night,

[for pple who hv read Digital Fortress]

Subject: Big cockroach
Status: TERMINATED

lol. i managed to swat one of those fearsome creatures! mainly cos it was in my way and i really really needed to get my calculator. haha. staying at that, Shirley must be quite some person to witness 12 cockroaches writhing in pain walking the road to hell. you know, it's one thing having Baygon spray, its another thing daring to spray and watch them die tragically. okok, better not digress too much.

No, i still havent got over the 5mins of madness in Paris on May 17th.
No, my skin still hasn't fully healed.
No, i cant bring myself to change my impression on HER, [lol, never will]
No, i haven't decided which JC i want to go to.
No, i can't stop sleeping late.
No, any slight movement of any cockroach within visible range will STILL cause a proportional [reflex] movement in me.

However,

Yes, Henry's decison to stay at Arsenal has been comforting.
Yes, i've learnt a whole lot about self-control [or rather LACK of self-control] when u develop rashes
Yes, i'm NOT going to HCI.
Yes, I've adapted and aint that sleepy in sch nowadays.
Yes, I've started to kill cockroaches who stubbornly stay stationary and chose not to frighthen me. Mercilessly i should add.

[hmm, think i ll upload pictures when im free some other day, boy its LATE!!]

It makes full sense. =p.