you are NOT the special one.

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Ok, its all black from now on. the other colors [u noe this word is so frustrating cos stupid MSword keeps automatically changing it for u when u type "colours" - the correct version at least for an O lvl compo] dun really blendin with the background la. haha.

Now to start the entry. wah. its really been a tough few days of new year. and to be honest its been a quite suay one la. Firstly, my computer crashed down on me on Friday night! [omg too much of a coincidence ba!], and now its back up, bud it will automatically reboot if i dare to try and play "memory-taxing" games such as FIFA or NFSMW. i wonder, does a PS2 or XboX ever breakdown? its gotta b such a gd investment if the answer is no. yala.

Then, on friday night as well, i realised, i forgot to take my neat n wonderful and uniquely [it is CORRECT spelling] orange, geography file. DAMN! We had to do 2 worksheets n we had 4days and WTH?! I cant do it! for a moment i thought of asking a classmate to scan for me or something, before the thought hit me that i have never, and will never be such a hardworking person! haha. so i ended up worrying up all the rest of the new yr, lol. no la the guilt dried up after the first [friday] night although it came back ytd night. uh my mind is very synchronised.

Following that, on Saturday night, after staying up for the nian chu yi and all that, Arsenal were miserably dumbed out of the FA cup, the holders! dumped out. argh. that makes it 2 competitions in a wk! goodness. now they should beat Real Madrid bud they wun win the champions league, so for the first time i recall, they aint goin to get a single trophy this yr! one word: CRUD [flip-inspired. lol.]

Worse was yet to come. On Sunday, we went to visit my parent's old friend in his HDB flat. and we parked in a very, desolated carpark down below. Halfway while visiting, we heard a [not loud] bud [louder than average] sound, and when we looked out of a window, some greenhorn neophyte could try to park next to our car [which was 3wks old ONLY] instead of all the other empty spaces available, most likely as dere was a tree nearby, for shade. and he hit his rear bumper and caused a huge dent into the front, fortunately the light was not smashed. Amazingly, he drove away. waddehell la. i managed to snap a picture of that with my camera phone, and we went to file a police report, bud i cant think what the police can do la, since the car number plate wasnt snapped, my camera phone not that gd la. bud anw, with the report and everything, at least we cld claim insurance. i was so caught up in the heat of the moment la, and then i was cursing away madly in the car. my parents did not try to scream at me although im sure i wld hv regretted them all the more if they had. well. at least i knew that.

K la, bud in the evening, i watched tennis with my mom, the Australian Open final between Roger Federer the world no.1 and an unknown player frm Cyprus. wah it was such an epic match, with the unknown player starting off superbly taking the first set n breaking to lead 2-0 in the 2nd set, bud the way federer fought back was jus so amazing, he was so calm n composed and he won in 4sets. when he won he jus clenched his fists, not like other greats who scream in "anguish" or drop to their knees, bud when he was presented with the trophy, he was so emotional, and he even cried, telling his opponent "i hope u noe how much this means to me", and it was such a touching moment, that even tears welled up in me! nervous action ba. lol. and i ll try my best to be as composed as i can in the future la. i noe i hv a very volatile temper, bud i ll try my best to resist it, and i hope my continuous persistance will improve that, as well as through reading the bible and receiving more and more of Him.

Well, to end, guess I have been able to make this blog public cause unlike last yr, where i was so easily stressed up by a simple geog exam, or "screwing up" a maths test by my standards, some social problems or swearing madly when Arsenal dun play well or when i suck at a FIFA game, i think i have been able to curb most of that le la. so i ll spew out less repulsive profanities, and end up jus simply blogging....

Till then, really hope the incessant bites and infections appearing on my skin will go away. I really nd some1 to introduce me to skin lotions of what have you [ok besides those frm body shop. haha] . look forward to blogging soon, and HAPPY NEW YEAR to one and all, although some may question the auspiciousness of this since it is in BLACK font. yep.

p/s If you notice, the title of this entry has nothing to do with the post!
you know it makes sense. =)